Friday, September 29, 2006
been thinking about it* for very very long .
just browsed through all the fotos we once took in the past .
realised all of us have changed in terms of character
the only thing that din change, is the trust in us
but now, seems lyk the trust had already started to fade.
there were so much memories we shared together. be it happy or sad .
the sad memories in the past did affect us, but at the same time, it made us even closer
this tyme round, i duno wad got into us that made us become lyk this .
is it due to obsession ? jealousy ? or is it a test for our friendship ?
too much things suddenly happened and i get to know many things which i din noe in the past
some of it, im actually quite uncertain and have some doubts .
but who can i clarify the doubts with ?
there's so much things in my mind . i duno how can i express it .
*sigh* but i cant stop myself frm being sensitive.
i apologise for not being a great friend n the lousiest person on earth.
anyway, samantha if u're reading this entry.
i wanna thank you for being such a great friend being by my side when i felt so helpless and lonely. =]
perhaps wad u said is true.
just browsed through all the fotos we once took in the past .
realised all of us have changed in terms of character
the only thing that din change, is the trust in us
but now, seems lyk the trust had already started to fade.
there were so much memories we shared together. be it happy or sad .
the sad memories in the past did affect us, but at the same time, it made us even closer
this tyme round, i duno wad got into us that made us become lyk this .
is it due to obsession ? jealousy ? or is it a test for our friendship ?
too much things suddenly happened and i get to know many things which i din noe in the past
some of it, im actually quite uncertain and have some doubts .
but who can i clarify the doubts with ?
there's so much things in my mind . i duno how can i express it .
*sigh* but i cant stop myself frm being sensitive.
i apologise for not being a great friend n the lousiest person on earth.
anyway, samantha if u're reading this entry.
i wanna thank you for being such a great friend being by my side when i felt so helpless and lonely. =]
perhaps wad u said is true.
what we could have been, 5:06 PM.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
energy left alrdy .. !! =[[ so sad
this tyme round they onli come 3days ..
hais .. kunda !!!
started missing him alrdy ..
anyway so much things happened within this few daes .
the truth always hurts so much . *sigh*
there's so much things that i actually understand after knowing all this..
actually i felt that at least they treated her as friend but for me, i tink im just nobody.
i know she doesnt think that way . but this is wad i think lahs.
but when i actually knew abt it , im very disappointed ..
im really confused now .
if only there's really anyone who understand how i feel . [ but i doubt anyone had undergo such situation before ]
im trying veri hard to pretend that i din noe anything, but there's really no way where i can hide how i feel .
im realli tired of this . and its not the 1st tyme that happened .
things will not be the same anymore .
this tyme round they onli come 3days ..
hais .. kunda !!!
started missing him alrdy ..
anyway so much things happened within this few daes .
the truth always hurts so much . *sigh*
there's so much things that i actually understand after knowing all this..
actually i felt that at least they treated her as friend but for me, i tink im just nobody.
i know she doesnt think that way . but this is wad i think lahs.
but when i actually knew abt it , im very disappointed ..
im really confused now .
if only there's really anyone who understand how i feel . [ but i doubt anyone had undergo such situation before ]
im trying veri hard to pretend that i din noe anything, but there's really no way where i can hide how i feel .
im realli tired of this . and its not the 1st tyme that happened .
things will not be the same anymore .
what we could have been, 12:21 PM.
Thursday, September 21, 2006
it been so long since i last blogged.
hahas .. was bz working last week ..
then went back to sch for ccna tingy on monday .
this week earn damm little lahs .. work for 2 daes nia >.<
somemore todae rot until can ki siao . tsk tsk
#&*^*!@^#*^!
anyway happy 1 year to purpishh !!!
i love purpishh !
hahas .. was bz working last week ..
then went back to sch for ccna tingy on monday .
this week earn damm little lahs .. work for 2 daes nia >.<
somemore todae rot until can ki siao . tsk tsk
#&*^*!@^#*^!
anyway happy 1 year to purpishh !!!
i love purpishh !
what we could have been, 10:31 AM.
